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okay, so I was all set to go to CNAnime, Ember and I had everything
ready. We worked very hard to get the money and to organize
going. All ready, the countdown was going. and
my parents decide that they don't like what we have planned, and so
they call Ember's parents. And Ember's parents don't like
what's happening either, and so they call it off. Ember was in
tears. I was just about to, but I hate the way I do when I'm
crying, and how my emotions just spiral downward from that.
If I gave in to crying, I'd be miserable. So I clenched my teeth,
and refused to give in. I have no reason to be ashamed. And
I'm not going to give into rage either. None of those emotions
help.
So I've planned what I'm going to do with the remainer of the
money. I have a gift certificate still that I want to get rid
of. I figure I go buy that manga that I had to return. THEN
I'll save the rest of the money for AnimeNorth 2005. And start
saving 5$ a week. That way I'll have enough money to actually buy
stuff. I can pull this off. I can! I'll prove
it!
Currently Feeling: angry
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